Every once in a while...

I have this feeling that I don't have any friends. I know, it's ridiculous. I have plenty. I think sometimes, though, I see the calendar and it's relatively empty and I feel like EVERYONE I know MUST have tons of plans ALL the TIME. So I feel this compulsive need to make social plans during the week and over the weekend. I think this feeling stems from old insecurities, which I've long (or so I thought) gotten past. Throughout high school I was always second-guessing myself with lots of things. How I looked, my confidence, etc. I got past those feelings in college when I relaxed and found a place that I really fit in well. Then with working and life and marriage I've gotten to the point where I'm really happy with who I am (not right now but I am too close to pregnancy to complain about my weight too much). But every once in a while I get that nagging feeling like people don't really like me and no one really cares to be friends with me. Sigh. I'll get over it tomorrow, I'm sure, and I do enjoy spending my weekends with my best friend (Greg) and the boys. But every once in a while I feel like that insecure girl from high school again.

Thank goodness Greg is coming home from Giant with some Bud Lite and wings. That can make ANYONE feel better. :)

And on a happy, positive note, I managed to upload a photo - FINALLY. See below for the boys in their matching brother t-shirts (thanks Jen A.!!). :)